GENRES ARE LAME.

moving out.

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 04:10:14 GMT

So I'm moving out. I need a room in vancouver. Preferably close to hudsons bay. I can pay for rent and my own food and that jazz. Let me know if you have some space.

<3 Gary

Fri, 20 May 2005 01:53:39 GMT

bet you didn't see that one coming...

So let's not kid ourselves here. You and I were swindled by an image that was so tantalizing and real that I could almost taste it. But now the stench of failure is worse than anything. It permeates everything I do.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 08:36:40 GMT

So it's been a while.... Things are either really good for me right now or really stressful.. here we go...

+ I'm very content with someone special
- I slacked off and am goign to fail english this semester and maybe photo
+ I get my license in a month
+ I'm pretty sure I'm going to be getting a job/new drum set soon
+/- Tonight was one of the funnest shows I've been to in a while but I hurt my jaw
- It's been over a year since I've talked to someone for stupid reasons
+ I'm getting comfortable at the new house and living arrangements
- I need to start looking for colleges that offer decent ASL programs
+ I'm really happy for two of my best friends, every time I think about it it makes me smile
+/- I'm going to go lay in my comfrotable bed and watch the OC but it will be alone

Until next time, much love.
<3 Gary

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 23:28:34 GMT

(x) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) I have kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
(x) I rode in a taxi
(x) I've had sex
(x) I've had sex in public
(x) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
( ) I have cut myself on purpose
(x) I have smoked pot
(x) I have been in a fist fight
( ) I've had a 3-some
(x) I've snuck out of my parent's house
(x) I have been tied up
(x) I have been caught masturbating
( ) I pissed on myself
(x) I have been arrested
(x) I've made out with a stranger
(x) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
(x) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I've slept with a co-worker
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
(x) I have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I have eaten sushi
( ) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
(x) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
( ) I went to a prom
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
(x) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I have been to Maine
(x) I've shot a real gun
(x) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
(x) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstacy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
(x) I've cheated on someone
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
(x) Partied every weekend for the last month
( ) Sniffed markers to get high
(x) Slept for more than 15 hours at a time

Jacked!

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 12:00:01 GMT

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: grey and red old school reeboks
[x] Your eyes: are blue/grey
[x] Your fears: being alone and spiders

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: "what's going on?"
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: What do I have to do today
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face, body language
[x] Your best physical feature: i get compliments on my eyes
[x] Your bedtime: when i'm tired
[x] Your most missed memory: last night

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
[x] Single or group dates: depends
[x] Adidas or Nike: nike
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: no
[x] Curse: constantly
[x] Take a shower everyday: oh yeah
[x] Have any crushes?: yeah
[x] Who are they: she's a cheerleader
[x] Do you think you've been in love? yes
[x] Want to go to college: yeah
[x] Like high school: waste of time
[x] Want to get married: don't get me started
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yeah
[x] Believe in yourself: yeah
[x] Get motion sickness: not really
[x] Think you're a health freak: no
[x] Get along with your parents: meh
[x] Like thunderstorms?: no i LOVE them

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: yeah
[x] Eaten sushi: nope
[x] Been on stage: sadly it's been since september
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: yes
[x] Made homemade cookies: no
[x] Dyed your hair: no
[x] Stolen anything: yes

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: yes
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yes
[x] Cried during a Movie?: yup
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: not really
[x] Had an imaginary friend: nope
[x] Cut your hair: not myself
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: yes
[x] Been caught "doing something": yes
[x] Been called a tease: no
[x] Gotten beaten up?: not really
[x] Been in a fight: yeah
[x] Shoplifted: yeah

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: who said i hope to be married?
[x] Numbers of Children: 2 maybe
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding?: i don't know
[x] How do you want to die?: in a frantic rush of adrenaline
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: ASL Interpreter or a musician
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: France

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: blue
[x] Best hair color: brunette but i've had a thing for blondes lately
[x] Short or long hair: long
[x] Best height: shorter then me
[x] Best weight: whatever looks good
[x] Best first date location: no clue
[x] Best first kiss location: you only get one first kiss and it doesn't matter where it is

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of Boyfriends/Girlfriends: too many
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: i have a lot of close friends
[x] Number of CDs that I own: not too many i download everything
[x] Number of piercing: 0
[x] Number of tattoos: 0
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 3 or 4
[x] Number of scars on my body: too many to count
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: don't regret things, live and learn and move on

----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: pantein pro-v
[x] Fav Color(s): blue
[x] Day/Night: night
[x] Summer/Winter: winter
[x] Lace or Satin: lace
[x] Fave Cartoon: faimly guy, simpsons, or aqua teen hunger force
[x] Fave Food: don't have one
[x] Fave Movies: too many
[x] Fave sport: hockey

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now Wearing: pajama pants, a shirt and socks
[x] Drinking: bottled water
[x] Thinking about: stuff..
[x] Listening to: The Suicide File

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: nope
[x] Worn jeans: yes
[x] Met someone new online: umm someone sent me a message earlier but i didn't respond
[x] Done laundry: yes
[x] Drove a car: nope

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: yes
[x] Your friends: yes
[x] Santa Claus: no
[x] Tooth Fairy: no
[x] Destiny/Fate: maybe
[x] Angels: no
[x] Ghosts: no
[x] God: no

------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: sometimes
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: i'm working on it
[x] Do you like anyone?: yes
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: all of my friends are pretty unique
[x] Are you close to any family member?: my brother
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: spending the night with someone you care about and talking and cuddling the whole time
[x] Worst Feeling?: being alone and not knowing what is going on
[x] What time is it now?: 3:58

fuck i'm bored and it's 5 am

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 13:33:05 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

gary, tussin, garebear

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

x to the hilt, xx have heart, underoath 278

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

my heart melting charm, impeccable wit, and my sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

i'm judgemental (sorry maeve), i'm a emotion bottler, i procrastinate

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

german, french canadian and that's all

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

being alone, spiders, the bush administration

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

cell phone, wallet, keys

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

a towel....

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):

the hope conspiracy, hatebreed, give up the ghost

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

Since Always-GUTG, For Love-The Hope Conspiracy, Not One Truth-Hatebreed

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

touring the west coast, sky diving, playing guitar

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
no games, comfort, affection

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE

i'm bilingual, i play the drums, i'm enjoying this quiz

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

smile, hips, collar bone

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

make girls like me, give myself a shot, sing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

playing the drums, i used to play hockey and really miss it, i love asl

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

cuddle, sleep, be with someone i care about

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

asl interpreter, musician, anything with stability

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

rome, paris, the bahamas

THREE KID'S NAMES:

Skyler, Aidan, Ariana

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

spend the rest of it with someone i love, tour all over the world with my band, do something incredible

THREE PEOPLE WHO SHOULD TRY THIS QUIZ:
whoever wants to

By Maeve's request....

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 09:00:27 GMT

Maeve: just be like "this is for maeve these are her boys. she loves them very much"

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 00:20:05 GMT

So I finally have things figured out, but it doesn't help much... But there isn't much else to do.

On a lighter note..

God we rule.

And TCS will be practicing again shortly. Much thanks to Milty for letting me use his shit while I get my ass a job working for the man. We have some shows coming up in January. I'm stoked. Not much else new in Garyville soo until next time.. STAY POSI..... :/

Much Love,
Gary

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 18:51:57 GMT

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 48431 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	Gary
Are you named after anyone?	My father
What's your screename?	X To The Hilt
Would you name a child of yours after you?	no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?	Lindy
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?	no one
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?	Gaytry
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?	Yes
Basics
Your gender:	male
Straight/Gay/Bi:	straight
Single?	single
If not, do you want to be?	i prefer it but it gets lonely
Birthdate:	11-20-87
Your age:	17
Age you act:	never
Age you wish you were:	17
Your height:	6' ish
Eye color:	blue/gray
Happy with it?	yes
Hair color:	brown
Happy with it?	yes
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:	right
Your living arrangement:	i live a house alone and some lady brings food and money occaisionaly
Your family:	3 brothers 2 sisters
Have any pets?	a cat and a dog
Whats your job?	a professional badass and rock 'n roll drummer
Piercings?	no
Tattoos?	soon
Obsessions?	yes
Addictions?	yes
Do you speak another language?	yes
Have a favorite quote?	"for those that i love i will sacrifice"
Do you have a webpage?	no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?	yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?	yes
Do you have any secrets?	yes
Do you hate yourself?	no
Do you like your handwriting?	no
Do you have any bad habits?	yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?	i'm a good listener
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?	BAD ASS MOTHER 4000
What's your biggest fear?	spiders? dying alone?
Can you sing?	i wish
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?	no
Are you a loner?	no
What are your #1 priorities in life?	music, school, friends and family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?	yes
Are you a daredevil?	not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?	yes
Are you passive or agressive?	both
Do you have a journal?	yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?	fuck if i know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?	i don't know
Do you think you are emotionally strong?	yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?	yes
Do you think life has been good so far?	yeah
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?	"bitches get stitches"
What do you like the most about your body?	?
And least?	?
Do you think you are good looking?	hell yes bitches love me
Are you confident?	yeah
What is the fictional character you are most like?	Hannah says I'm like Bambi...(what a fucking retard)
Are you perceived wrongly?	all the time
Do You...
Smoke?	no
Do drugs?	no
Read the newspaper?	yes
Pray?	no
Go to church?	no
Talk to strangers who IM you?	sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?	no
Take walks in the rain?	yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?	yeah
Drive?	yeah
Like to drive fast?	yeah
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?	no
Hurt yourself?	yeah
Been out of the country?	yeah
Eaten something that made other people sick?	yeah
Been in love?	yeah
Done drugs?	yeah
Gone skinny dipping?	oh god all the time
Had a medical emergency?	yeah
Had surgery?	no
Ran away from home?	no
Played strip poker?	yeah
Gotten beaten up?	yeah
Beaten someone up?	yeah
Been picked on?	yeah
Been on stage?	yeah
Slept outdoors?	yeah
Thought about suicide?	yeah
Pulled an all nighter?	yeah
If yes, what is your record?	3 days maybe
Gone one day without food?	yeah
Talked on the phone all night?	yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?	yeah
Slept all day?	yeah
Killed someone?	no... shifty
Made out with a stranger?	yeah
Had sex with a stranger?	no
Thought you're going crazy?	yeah
Kissed the same sex?	yeah
Done anything sexual with the same sex?	no
Been betrayed?	yeah
Had a dream that came true?	yeah
Broken the law?	yeah
Met a famous person?	yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?	no
On purpose?	yeah
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?	yeah
Stolen anything?	yeah
Been on radio/tv?	yeah
Been in a mosh-pit?	yeah
Had a nervous breakdown?	yeah
Bungee jumped?	no
Had a dream that kept coming back?	yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?	yeah
Miracles?	yeah
Astrology?	no
Magic?	no
God?	no
Satan?	no
Santa?	fuck yeah
Ghosts?	no
Luck?	yeah
Love at first sight?	yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?	yeah
Witches?	no
Easter bunny?	no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?	no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?	no
Do you wish on stars?	no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?	no
Do you think God has a gender?	no
Do you believe in organized religion?	no
Where do you think we go when we die?	in the ground
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?	yeah
Who is your best friend?	i have lots of them
Who's the one person that knows most about you?	probably weston
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?	keep on truckin'
Your favourite inside joke?	"fuck you i got the chills"
Thing you're picked on most about?	my voice cracking
Who's your longest known friend?	brenton
Newest?	maeve
Shyest?	julie
Funniest?	jack
Sweetest?	chelsea
Closest?	weston
Weirdest?	zak
Smartest?	heather
Ditziest?	jack
Friends you miss being close to the most?	weston
Last person you talked to online?	maeve
Who do you talk to most online?	maeve
Who are you on the phone with most?	i don't talk on the phone
Who do you trust most?	all my friends
Who listens to your problems?	maeve
Who do you fight most with?	jack
Who's the nicest?	makenzie
Who's the most outgoing?	maeve
Who's the best singer?	maeve
Who's on your shit-list?	billy
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?	yeah
Who's your second family?	all my friends
Do you always feel understood?	god no
Who's the loudest friend?	maeve
Do you trust others easily?	yeah
Who's house were you last at?	jakobs
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:	maeve's haha
Do your friends know you?	yeah
Friend that lives farthest away:	jakob
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?	no
What do you find romantic?	a lot of things
Turn-on?	smiles
Turn-off?	girls who play games and act better then everyone
First kiss?	melissa
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?	normal
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going	yeah
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out	no
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv	no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?	i hope so
What is best about the opposite sex?	nothing i hate the opposite sex
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?	what isn't the worst thing
What's the last present someone gave you?	maeve gave me a balloon for my birthday
Are you in love?	no
Do you consider your significant other hot?	what significant other
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?	jesus
You wanted to kill?	every homophobe and ignorant person i meet
That you laughed at?	maeve
That laughed at you?	maeve
That turned you on?	the hudson bay cheerleaders
You went shopping with?	jakob
That broke your heart?	ali
To disappoint you?	maeve
To ask you out?	chelsea
To make you cry?	i don't remember
To brighten up your day?	maeve
That you thought about?	my mom
You saw a movie with?	jack
You talked to on the phone?	jack
You talked to through IM/ICQ?	maeve
You saw?	maeve
You lost?	maeve
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?	no
Will it be with your significant other?	no
Or some random person?	no
What are you wearing right now?	clothes
Body part you're touching right now:	my stomach
What are you worried about right now?	nothing
What book are you reading?	a good one
What's on your mousepad?	nothing
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:	tired, lazy , excited
Are you bored?	yeah
Are you tired?	yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?	no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?	no
Are you lonely or content?	meh
Are you listening to music?	yeah
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Sat, 20 Nov 2004 01:43:01 GMT

It's official, Maeve Dougal and I, Gary Meyers, are the coolest kids ever. So back off bitches.

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

Holy Fucking Shit

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 07:33:25 GMT

These Concrete Scars, Love is Red, a Perfect Murder, & Donny Brook

Sept 2

Solid State

$5 7pm

HOLY FUCK , I AM SO EFFING EXCITED!!!

Please even if you don't like us come support Donny Brook and Love Is Red; two of the best bands around right now.

SHOW

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 00:06:56 GMT

These Concrete Scars, Shook Ones, and Ordeal

Tuesday, August 30th 7pm

Davey Jones' Locker

This is our first show in a while so i want to see everyone there.

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 21:23:59 GMT

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Everything
Special Talents Are	Everything (Multi-talented)

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

BARNFEST 2004

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 05:37:34 GMT

June 26th 4pm
$5
12203 Ne 212th
Brush Prairie, WA
98608
Mapquest.com for directions

The Dead Unknown
OrderOfTheWorm
Sars
Six Bullets
Do Not Eat
These Concrete Scars
Little Kitty In the Big City
Blunt Trauma
Sumptin Wicked
Robot Eyes
Arora Borealison
The Slaw
OneFootedIndian

I better see you there.

Tue, 04 May 2004 23:46:30 GMT

And yet I am sucked in by the drama of it all.

WEEEAAK

Tue, 04 May 2004 23:23:17 GMT

Drama is fucking stupid, I hate all you live journal bitches.